the bulimia chronicles 2.0
no, i haven’t thrown up in many many months.
yes, i have restricted myself, used diuretics, and worked out obsessively.
no, i haven’t lost any significant amount of weight.
yes, i have been repulsed by my body.
i’ve been talking to my ex ex (of freshman year fame)
it stirs up the same need to be thin and perfect i had when we were together
i’m scared
i want to purge
so so so bad.
it’s only a matter of time.
some progress i’ve made.
