at the dark end of this bar, what a beautiful wreck you are
so in typical average teen girl fashion, the way i deal with my problems is with alcohol. lots and lost of alcohol, and maybe the occasional drunken makeout sesh. so that’s what i’ve been doing, for better or for worse. even on school nights which is bad but whatever. spring break starts on saturday and i’m going to be at the beach with my bestest friends for the entire week. i am very excited.
anyway, the other night i went out to this little music venue in my college town and there was an amazing band playing and when they played this song i couldn’t help but sing along. because i think i am a beautiful wreck haha.
the only downside to all of this is that i think i need to get some therapy for all of my issues. i feel like i’ve been hiding them and pushing them aside rather than dealing with them and i don’t want to be an unhealthy person. so i may seek some professional help, but i don’t know yet.
anyway, have a great day :)
