so i’ve decided to end this blog.
my heart just isn’t in it anymore. i feel like i only write about horrible shitty problems in my life, and it’s time to start dealing with the positive.
if you would like to read more about my life, and more about who i am (negatives aside) you can shoot me an email and i’ll send you the link to my new blog, which actually uses names. (shocker!!).
you can also email me just to talk from time to time.
i had a wonderful time dealing with my problems with you as my audience, but it’s time for a new chapter in the average teenage girl’s life.
plus, in less than two months, i’ll no longer be a teenager.
imagine that! :)
my best friend left me.
he’s going to vancouver for the entire summer.
i am so lonely without him.
we have literally spent every minute together for the past 2 months.
i can’t sleep without him next to me,
eating is hard because we always cooked together,
and i feel like i have no friends that are worth hanging out with
he was just more fun.
hopefully i’ll get to go see him in july once summer school is over.
here are some updates?
semester is almost over, it ends in about a week. i have no idea if i’ll pass any of my classes- and i’m kind of worried. but i’m trying not to stress too hard.
i had the best weekend ever with some amazing friends and managed to almost get arrested AND go to the hospital. but everything worked out just fine :)
my parents came up on sunday to move me in to my summer sublease apartment and help me set up my furniture so i am no longer a dorm girl!! i am definitely looking forward to a summer by our fabulous pool, and cooking up a storm.
i’m also toying with the idea of creating a new blog, where i actually use my real name and talk less about the heavy stuff and more about daily stuff going on- school, friends, cooking, diy projects, etc. would that be more or less interesting to you than what i’m doing right now?
also, i have recently gotten really close with my very good guy friend. we’re seeing about a relationship, but taking it slow. it’s hard to explain, but we’re like the same person. we are both the drunk ones, the crazy ones, the laidback, don’t-give a fuck ones. so we’ll see.. i like him but i also know he’s a lot less mature than my ex was so it is hard to adjust to being with someone my own age.
you know i’ll keep yall posted haha